I think I'm in...

Like I ever wrote on this blog too...

I really connected by my dreams. And I hated when I've got BAD DREAMS and SAD DREAMS then became a NIGHTMARE for me after that..

in my dream last night, I'm in strange place and so sa dark. But the first I wanna go first is.. looking for the man who make me calm lately. When I run to the station, my wallet stolen. I really really can't go everywhere, I don't have money... so I try to running for looking him...

when I found him, he really not give me his smile. He reject me then put me out from his room.. I dunno why I'm so hurt got that from him...

and he said,

"DON'T BOTHER ME AGAIN!!"

oh SHIT!! I really crying loudly on that dream and woke up with tears too..

when I woke up, my heart still feels painful.. I can't calm down myself.. I'm still crying until I sent him SMS to told him about this... I think he really busy with his works..

I told my friend too... he cheered me up until I feel I'm fine although I'm still thinking about that.

Pic by aNdikapatR

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when I'm listening DEWA KOSONG (Empty) and SELIMUT HATI (heart blanket?**)

I feel more distress and painful than before...

WHY THE THEME BOTH OF SONG SO ATTACKED ME LIKE THIS???

KOSONG

SELIMUT HATI

this make me unstable :(((((

I THINK I'M IN . . . . . .

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