I Hated of ALL Annoying NIGHTMARE FEVER

Oh yeah.... I can't sleep last night....
got 20hours still awake... !!!! damn!!!
But I've got 8 hours for slept ( FINALLY)


to be honest...
DREAM to me that's not FUN either....
WHY??

cause my brain always read all words from dream. if the dream is good dreams that's OK to me read all words. but if the dream is NIGHTMARE or BAD DREAMS.. ABSOLUTELY made me feel not focus, feel that all words in my heart (and I really hated it), obscure, horrible.. etc of all bad effect to me...

I've got nightmare last week about someone I love and admire ( FOR REAL not IDOL)
and that's made me all night afraid to sleep.. I knew I'm tired but my eyes can't closed.
my heart beating so painfuly... (;____;)

yeah, He tryed to made me calm but my heart can't be calm down...
Ok I'm waiting my brain reading all words from last nightmare then try to stayed calm..
but when the brain finished it, now MY FEELING unstable...
OH DAMN FREAKING ANNOYING!!!!!!!

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I can't FOCUS if myself act like that....
yeah maybe this so weird for people, but PLEASE IT'S TRUE AND THIS IS ME.... (;____;)
if I can't sleep, I always beg on people who know me to command me to sleep..
yeah.. COMMAND it's REALLY GOOD for my brain when I'm in that condition....


hope tonight can sleep well...
I never wanna be Insomniac Girl..
OCTOBER it's must be SO BUSY AND REALLY TIRED than this month....


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